ANGRY ANGRIER ANGRIEST

if tajuk di atas begitu, haruslah faham dengan situasi saya sekarang.

kenapa nak marah?

sebab tak suka bila berjanji dipatahkan begitu saje~

kenapa harus berjanji kalau tahu tidak dapat dikota,

bila kata-kata maaf sudah tak boleh digunakan lagi?

bila nak difikirkan balik, taklah marah sangat,

just kecewa je dengan tindakan yang diberikan,

walaupun bukanlah salah dia sepenuhnya,

tapi, hati tetap frustrated sangat-sangat,

sorry ye babe...honestly im a bit upset dengan news ni. (tapi, jgn risau, marah tak lama pun)

before this, i've found a perfect house tau...

at least for me...

sangat berbaloi..sebab rm500 including bills and everything pun fully furnished.

bila dapat kawan sebilik and dapat murahkan lagi kos, sangat teruja and happy!

sebab dalam otak dah terfikir boleh belanja macam-macam with the extra money.

new clothes, new shoes, new handbags, bla bla news. (tengok! bila niat dah tak suci, cepat aje tuhan tarik balik!)

but then again, bila be optimistic for a minute,

i can always be alone in that room without sharing,

that's great rite?

i mean, u can always find your alone time and have your privacy 24/7,

but, for now, im just thinking about the costs that i may be facing for a few months,

sebab baru start my job and its kinda difficult to maintain my money problem!

feels a little bit depressed suddenly,

and dah takde mood nak pindah sebab mula-mula sangat excited bila ada kawan nak duduk sekali,

and now, i have to advertise it in caribilik.com to find some random people to be my roomate!!!

sangat frustrated! sangat!!!!

bukan nak marah-marah tak tentu pasal,

its just makes me wanna cry tau....

tapi, takpelah...dah benda nak jadi, nak buat macam mana,

i have to face it je la.

harap tuhan tabahkan hati saya nak lalui everything ni.

ni baru dugaan pasal bilik, dah sedih semcam,

kalau dugaan yang maha besar sampai???

macam mana pula agaknya kan?

so, dayah! be strong and minta-minta the random people yang nak jadi ur roomate tu can be someone yang reliable and trustworthy!

sekian!

p/s: saya frustrated and upset! kenapa? jangan ditanya sebab jawapannya sangatlah sedih dan boleh buatkan saya menangis air mata darah! :(