past few days i dun have any time at all to blog..
maybe the lack of ideas and im so damn tired all the time~
i do have a lot of ideas to share with people and god knows how i love to write..
actually i dun have the time to do anything...its n ot like my practical job demand me to use all my precious time...
its like i dun have the heart to write in this blog...
i rather wanna keep in personal..
because all of my writings can make people had a heart attack when they read it.
my personal opinions towards something can be so offended to certain people.
i always wanna keep my mind fresh and start new in my life.
whatever happens just let it go already.
but...people always said..the price of forgiveness is too expensive for some people.
when people wanna apologize to you...believe me it takes alot for them to do so!
*haish..apa yg aku merepek ni*
anyhoo...
im trying really hard to think of myself 10 years from now...
i mean ...do u ever feel that u never gonna achive anything in your life?
im already 25 yrs and i didnt see anything that can make me proud of myself despite from all the things that i've done for the past 25yrs...
never feel satisfied is a normal feeling is it/ hurm...i wonder...
now..im trying my very best to finish my novel...yup! im starting to write again and i dunno whether its a great story or not..~
i hope it is...my mum is my number one critics! *heh*
so...i hope everything will end well....
p/s: my mum gonna go for an operation! pray hard for her peeps~
