Friday, July 29, 2011

MALU TAPI...

So,lately im working at great eastern as a freelance agent n now baru dpt offer position yg ada basic salary.i just grab the opportunity without pikir dua kali.agen great eastern pun still gak,n keje yg GE bg pun aku sapu gak.sebab aku ni mmg kene ada basic salary,kalau x,aku xdpt hidup.
Nak dijadikan cerita,aku bukan kaya.bukan juga miskin..ni bukan drama.aku cakap yg benar.
Mak ada dapat pencen,tapi kalau aku ada gaji tetap lagi sedap.so,now,boleh bernafas la sikit.duit commision GE macam hampas.lambat gle nak bank in...aku kene kumpul hutang dulu,baru terhegeh nak masuk.once da dapat,aku da kene bayar mcm2,yg tggl apa??pikir sendiri.
Now,aku baru dapat tarik nafas lega,sebab aku sibuk nak kumpul duit utk trip aku.yes!aku sungguh2 sebab tu.tu sbb bile GE offer gaji tetap aku terus amik.
Bile kawan2 ajak keluar,kebetulan aku ada benda n busy dgn keje n IF aku dpt pun pegi,aku xkan dpt join sbb aku kene simpan duit.
SEBAB AKU BARU START NAK MAKAN GAJI TETAP YG GE NAK BAGI.
Nasib baik aku ada duit yg aku berdikit menyimpan dari komisen hampas tu.
Client yg aku dpt pun sume LIAT nak bayar.masa nak masuk,bukan main lagi.
Im not complaining,ni cara aku nak terangkan pada kawan2 yg kalau aku tolak pelawaan dorang nak kuar,bukan aku pentingkan keje ke apa...aku TAKDE duit.
Kalau betul kau kawan,kau akan faham.aku takut nnt kawan2 aku serik nk ajak kuar sebab MEMANJANG takde duit...but believe me...once after raya,aku da kembali normal...kau nak ajak aku pegi mana2 pun bole..no hal.
Tujuan aku blog pasal ni sebab aku xnak kawan2 salah anggap yg aku ni buat alasan takmau keluar ngan dorang.bile aku kata bole nak kuar,aku join.bile aku kata xbiole join,tolong jgn terasa sbb alasan aku hanya satu,AKU TAKDE DUIT. Duit yg ada,aku nak kene buat belanja nak pegi keje.duit myak sume.

P/s: kepada kawan baik aku,u know who u are,bare with me until lepas raya je...then aku normal balik.kite bole hang out mcm biasa and jgn plak kau takut nak pelawa kawan kau ni,cuma bile aku kata xbole,cuma ada dua sebab,sebab keje atau DUIT. Itu je...please dun be annoyed after baca blog aku...lepas raya aku da okay.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Thursday, March 3, 2011

::HATING MY JOB.LOVING MY JOB::

so,im continuing with my writing.
started as a hobby, now it became one of my passion.
shud i say passion?
wth! oredy said it.
neway, past few days been hectic with stuff and the never ending obsession towards new job!
yup!
im hunting for a new job.
its not like i dun like the current job, the shift hours drive me crazay!
no life at all.
cant be with my friends on weekends.
cant be with my family on weekends.
cant be with myself on holidays.
erk?
sound like a president schedule right?
im glad if i am, but, i am not.

the thing about my job is, the environment is super fun!
but, the hours is not!
yeah!
i will type as many times as i want because its the fact!
the hours is shitty!
cant blame the company i guess.

theres a lot of great memories while im there.
great friends.
great collegues.
great environment.
sucky hours!
but, overall its awesome.

i wanna try something new in my life.
maybe do some marketing jobs. after all, im a marketing student.
got a few interviews, i went, and in the middle of choosing phase.
has to choose the best among the best.
the problem is i have lotsa interview from banks.
STRESSFUL= BANKS.

but then again, if i wanna stress free, duduk rumah tanam anggur! teehee.
the current job is killing me softly.
skip the reports.
drop lotsa calls.
did not update any reports.
please dun judge me.
its just that, the interest is fading each day.
what to do?
and always i have this mantra that can make myself wake up in the morning and go to work.
I LOVE MY JOB. I LOVE MY JOB. I LOVE MY JOB.
sing it people. it works for almost every day.
that's it for now!
chow!

p/s: really wanna have some sushi. :)