COMPLICATED

bila im writing this, and ada orang yang baca, mesti nak angkat kening sebelah sebab akan tanya pada diri sendiri kenapa tulis benda bodoh macam ni???
and i will say..sukala!my blog...dush!dush!pegi main jauh2.
yesterday,rina asked me why the hell im not updating my blog?
saya juz mampu jawab, aktif...tapi...ada blog lain...
okayla...mengikut tajuk di atas,saya nak cerita kenapa hidup ni complicated....in my opinion...hidup ni mestilah ada sedikit problem,dugaan,sedih,nangis,n sebagainya la yang negative.
kalau takde, macam mana nak belajar hidup?
as my experience...i have loads of it...
been called a liar,backstabber and such but i moved on with my life hoping that things happen for their own reason~
i lost so much,but i found a few along the way.
now, i can stand and said to people that i am happy but a little sadness been added in my life at the same time.
why this things happen in human's life, saya sendiri tak tahu...
people always think if you have a bunch of so call frens, u are the happiest creature on earth! its all bulls!
for me, kalau hang with a bunch of people yang kita tak suka tapi terpaksa gak hang, lebih baik tak payah!
mesti ada yang ada roll eyes by now....
as for me, i dun have many frens in UITM..maybe ppl dislikes me for who i am...
ye la~
have to admit, im not angelic character myself...but,thinking again...korang ada ke jumpa yang manusia perangai macam malaikat sangat2???
mesti tak kan? klu ada, no num.phone dia leh?nak kenal gak!
i doubt it la..
hidup boleh diconsider complicated gak bila ada pula kawan-kawan yang kita anggap kawan ni time berbual dengan kita,kita dapat sense kepura-puraan mereka.
macam saje nak make conversation supaya tak feel awkward sangat nanti...wtf????
macam ni la...for me la kan..sesetengah manusia ni harus la hipokrt sebab nak jaga hati semua org..
takkanlah nak sound setepek kat muka orang tu bila dia tgh elok punya berlakon berbual ngan kita...hurm..perlikah???
apa-apa pun kawan,saya tetap ada complicated life whatever people wanna saya or do..GO TO HELL LA!